finally

b-boy comes through, and although it’s not great, it’s enough to pull me out of this slump. again. he was late & drunk & didn’t even make me come, but he wanted to be here with me and was so into what i was doing, it was okay.

me: “is this ok?”
him: “this is great . there’s these other girls –you could teach workshops.”

ok, ignoring the ‘other girls’ thing –because really, who wants to know — i’m focused on the ‘i’m good at it’ part and i’m happy again.

he almost even entered me. but he came on my ass, the way he likes, and then he fell asleep. on top of me. i finally wriggled out to the side, and we slept there next to each other. first time since the first time that he’s slept over. he claims he didn’t sleep well, but he snores and I can tell you, he slept.

i didn’t mind it a bit.