Entries from July 2010 ↓

love

“I can’t believe you don’t think I didn’t love you” is what I think he said. I kind of lost count of the multiple negatives in the sentence. I do know what ex-boy meant, but the fact that he’d never say it is part of what used to piss me off. If he wants me to believe it, he has to actually say it.

Otherwise, it’s been fine having him around again. Went to the movies last night with him and his boyfriend. K is staying with him while he’s getting back on his feet; it’s clearly good for both of them. But ex-boy is being mighty flirty around me. I do hope he realizes that ship has sailed.

nope

so wrong about not bleeding again. glad I didn’t throw away all those tampons. woke up not quite in time. whoops.