winding down?

Spent the night with G. I wasn’t sure he’d remember our date, but he did, texted me early in the day to say how much he was looking forward to it. We had a nice date — a drink at his place, dinner at an outdoor cafe down the block, beautiful night, took a stroll along the river, back to his place…. about a bottle apiece but perhaps too much, he had trouble staying hard. Woke up with a beautiful hard-on, though, nice sex though I’m not sure he came, seemed like a mini ejaculation at best. Anyway, very sweet to see him, and I do love the feel of that giant cock in my hand (and my yoni). But…. he’s older and privileged and walks through the world like a master of the universe. I find that a little attractive, but not as much as many do. Even here, alas, I feel we may be winding down. The beautiful boy may not have a future, but he’s ruining me for other men.