Holidays

The holidays are approaching and being alone for them makes me sad, again and always. It’s been 3+ weeks since I’ve seen G. and I know as the holidays arrive I’ll see him even less. The beautiful boy will fade, everyone will focus on whatever else they need to go do and I’ll be here, with my coupled-up friends, alone again. I am, truly, devastated. I never once thought I’d end up alone in life, and my little heart may very well break from the tragedy.