Entries from March 2012 ↓

Saw the beautiful boy last night. Met for dinner (another date!), ate sushi for the first time, came back and fucked. I really do so like him. We are both so open with each other and much more sexually exploratory than with others. It’s really, really nice.

The night before I was at the local bar. Came home with three phone numbers, including a couple who won’t fucking stop calling me. I told them the next day it wasn’t happening – I don’t fuck where I drink. They’ll figure it out eventually.

So life is full of complications and contradictions and I’m sleeping with a fireman and a beautiful 27 year old and who knows what’s up with Kyle and if he thinks I’m somehow being faithful to him while he’s so erratic. And i decided none of it matters. I love them all and I’m having a grand time and I’m just going to live with it.

I loved lying there, talking with the beautiful boy after sex, so open and loving and honest.

Kyle’s ex had their baby the other day — 9 weeks premature. He’s been doing pretty much nothing but going to work and going to the hospital; they were trying to prevent her from going into labor but I guess nature just took its course.

He spent most of a week a block and a half away from me at the hospital and didn’t even tell me.
I’ve decided they probably are still together.

In any event, I’m glad everyone is okay and healthy. I’m sure the baby will have a difficult few weeks here, but he’s viable and i guess it’ll all be okay in the end.