Entries from December 2012 ↓

I need a new job. I need more money. I need my goddamned bar back. I need a boyfriend.

I try so hard to be a good person. It seems so unfair I have to live my life alone.

Bored and lonely. Still half in love with the beautiful boy (now 28!), still seeing my fireman very occasionally, still fucking J. and  the occasional other woman. Still home alone and no idea how not to be.