tennis

why do I always get mad at ex-boy during the open? he’s been trying to be so nice and so he wanted to arrange to get me tickets. first time ever. but he also invited the newlyweds, also to be nice, and it was, but then they all arranged to go weds instead of tues and I already had plans. I got bent out of shape but realized, he’s just trying to be nice, and I should suck it up and rearrange my plans. so I do. and he says he’s going to stay after the day match so he can see us and have a drink and hang out– but the newlyweds get there first and he texts me over & over but I’m still waiting for k., and by the time I get in the stadium, he’s back in the office, won’t come out, and leaves to go to dinner. so now I’m all mad again and it’s stupid.

I should get over it. I should finish reading The Art of Happiness. I should get laid. I really have to disengage.