FDNY

More later, dear readers; we have a lot to catch up on. Not the least of which is my new friend C, who I picked up at a dodgeball game at the WPFG.

I assumed it was a one-time thing and was grateful for it. But something told me I might hear from him on the 10 yr anniversary– and I did. but I couldn’t meet him, I was upstate and he was out of commission by the time I was back.

Again, assumed that was the end of it. But then I heard from him again tonight. And couldn’t meet him, again. my sister is visiting and stying here and I just couldn’t. but he said it was okay and he’d be in touch and….

i can’t stop dreaming about a future with him.
how fucked up is that?